Written by：Ed Sheeran

Now I don't wanna hate you

不 我不想恨你

Just wish you'd never gone for the man

只是希望你离开了那个男人

And waited two weeks at least

至少也别让他

Before you let him take you

那么轻易俘获你的心

I stayed true I kind of knew

我知道 我太老实

You liked the dude from private school

你从学生时代就一直喜欢着他

He's waiting for the time to move

而他也在等待与你告白的时机

I knew he had his eyes on you

我知道他关注着你

He's not the right guy for you

但他不是最适合你的人

Don't hate me cause I write the truth

不要因为我写下真相就恨我

No I would never lie to you

不 我永远不会对你说谎

But it was never fine to lose you

但我也不想失去你

And what a way to find out

我怎么会现在才明了

It never came from my mouth

我从没对你说过爱

You never changed your mind

而你也不会因此改变心意

But you were just afraid to mind out

你竟然假装不知道我对你的心意

But f**k it

该死的

I won't be changing the subject I love it

我不会改变我爱的决定

I'll make your little secret public

我将让你的小秘密公开 这对我来说根本不算什么

It's nothing I'm just disgusted with the skeletons

我早就想将你的秘密公诸于世

You sleep with in your closet to get back at me

你却在背地里搞小动作来报复我

Trapped and I'm lacking sleep

被困的是我 无法入睡

Fact is you're mad at me

事实上 你只不过是生气罢了

Because I backtrack so casually

因为我们之间总是一再重蹈覆辙

You're practically my family

你本该成为我的家人

If we married then I'll guess you'd have to be

如果我们结了婚 那么你就会有个名份

But tragically our love just lost the will to live

可悲的是这段感情已失去意义

But would I kill to give it one more shot

要不要再重新来过

I think not

我不觉得这是个好选择

I don't love you baby

我才不爱你呢

I don't need you baby

我也不需要你

I don't want you no

我不想要拥有你

Anymore

真的不想

I don't love you baby

我才不爱你呢

I don't need you baby

我也不需要你

I don't wanna love you no

我不想要爱你

Anymore

真的不想

Recently I tend to zone out

最近我浑然无觉

Up in my headphones to Holocene

听着Holocene 我想着你曾说的一切

You promised your body but I'm away so much

每当你拨空要和我在一起

I stay more celibate than in a monastery

我总是不在家 我的行程排得满满 限制都快比和尚多

I'm not cut out for life on the road

但我并没因此就不去享受生活

Cause I didn't know I'd miss you this much

因为我不知道我会这么想念你

And at the time we'd just go so sue me

分手吧 只能这样了 都是我的错

I guess I'm not the man that you need

我想我不是你需要的那个人

Ever since you went to uni

当初你上了大学

I've been sofa surfing with a rucksack

我无处可去 到处流浪

Full of less cash and I guess that could get bad

身上没有多少钱 处境十分可怜

But when I broke the industry

但后来我进了演艺圈

That's when I broke your heart

也是因此而伤了你的心

I was supposed to chart and celebrate

我本该做足准备并好好庆祝一番

But good things are over fast

但是美好的事物总是消逝的太快

I know it's hard to deal with and see this

我知道你很难接受这一切

I tend to turn you off and switch on my professional features

我往往因为专注于音乐而不关心你

Then I turn the music off

当我结束了工作

And all I'm left with is to pick up my personal pieces Jesus

收拾东西时才明白这道理

I never really want to believe this

天哪 我从来不愿相信

Got advice from my dad and he

我爸说的那些话

Told me that family is all I'll ever have and need

他说家人是我唯一的拥有

I guess I'm unaware of it

我当时不懂得

Success is nothing if you have no one there left to

如果没有人能够分享 成功并不意味着什么

I don't love you baby

我才不爱你呢

I don't need you baby

我也不需要你

I don't want you no

我不想要拥有你

Anymore

真的不想

I don't love you baby

我才不爱你呢

I don't need you baby

我也不需要你

I don't wanna love you no

我不想要爱你

Anymore

真的不想

And since you left I've given up my days off

自从你离开 我就再也没想过要休假

It's what I need to stay strong

工作唯一能让我变坚强的事了

I know you have a day job but mine is 24/7

我知道你也有工作 但我全年无休

I feel like writing a book I guess I lied in the hook

写这首歌就像在说一个故事 虽然副歌唱的全是谎言

Cause I still love you and I need you by my side if I could

因为我依然爱你 我还需要你 可惜我已经没资格

The irony is if my career and music didn't exist

讽刺的是 要是我当初没有进入音乐的工作世界

In 6 years yeah you'd probably be my wife with a kid

我们早已结婚生子 拥有一个幸福美满的家庭

I'm frightened to think if I depend on cider and drink

我不敢去想 我依赖着酒精和烟麻痹自己

And lighting a spliff I fall into a spiral and it's

或是吸食并 现在我会变得怎么样

Just hiding my misguiding thoughts that I'm trying to kill

但这些想法只是用来逃避一切 我甚至想过要自杀

And I'd be writing my will before I'm 27 I'll die from a thrill

我会先在27岁时就写好遗嘱 接着以享受之姿死亡

Go down in history as just a wasted talent

和我的音乐天赋一起 就此消失在世界上

Can I face the challenge or did I make a mistake erasing

我能面对这挑战吗 其实我已经失败了对吧

It's only therapy my thoughts just get ahead of me

这只是自我安慰 这想法说服了我

Eventually I'll be fine I know that it was never meant to be

我知道 我会痊愈的 虽然从来没有什么事是注定的

Either way I guess I'm not prepared but I'll say this

事实上我也还没准备好 但我会这样说

These things happen for a reason and you can't change

这些事情的发生是有原因的 你无法改变

Take my apology I'm sorry for the honesty

接受我的道歉 真心的说声对不起

But I had to get this off my chest

但真的有些话 不说不行

I don't love you baby

我才不爱你呢

I don't need you baby

我也不需要你

I don't want you no

我不想要拥有你

Anymore

真的不想

I don't love you baby

我才不爱你呢

I don't need you baby

我也不需要你

I don't wanna love you no

我不想要爱你

Anymore

真的不想