Written by：Olivia Waithe/Robyn Fenty/Parker Ighile/Nathan Cassells

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

我忽视阻在我喉咙的瘤块

I shouldn't be crying tears were for the weak

我不该哭泣,我已经变得坚强

The days I'm stronger now what so I say

这些天我已经变得坚强,至少我是这么认为

But something's missing

不过我却失去了什么

Whatever it is it feels like

不管那是什么,那像是

It's laughing at me

在嘲笑着我

Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

透过那垄罩着我的双面镜

Whatever it is it's just laughing at me

不管那是什么, 那就是在嘲笑着我

And I just wanna scream

而我只想尖叫

What now I just can't figure it out

现在是怎样,我就是没有头绪

What now I guess I'll just wait it out

现在是怎样,我只能等他结束等她结束

What now Woah what now

现在是怎样现在是怎样

I found the one he changed my life

我曾找到我的唯一,他改变我的生命

But was it me that changed

但那还是我吗

And he just happened to come at the right time

而他来得正是时候

I'm supposed to be in love

我期盼坠入爱河

But I'm not mugging

但我却再次麻木

Whatever it is it feels like

不管那是什么,那像是

It's laughing at me

在嘲笑着我

Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

透过那垄罩着我的双面镜

Whatever it is

不管那是什么,

It's just sitting there laughing at me

那就是在嘲笑着我

And I just wanna scream

而我只想尖叫

What now I just can't figure it out

现在是怎样,我就是没有头绪

What now I guess I'll just wait it out

现在是怎样,我只能等他结束等她结束

What now Please tell me

现在是怎样,谁来告诉我

What now

现在是怎样?

There's no one to call

无人可以求助

Cause I'm just playing games with them all

因为我正和他们玩着这盘赌局

The more I swear I'm happy

越发誓我很快乐

He more that I'm feeling alone

越多的孤寂围绕着我

Cause I spent every hour

因为我用尽每分每秒

Just going through the motions

只想从这心境解脱

I can't even get the emotions to come out

我什至失去了所有表情

Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

干如枯槁,但我只想放声大叫

What now I just can't figure it out

现在是怎样,我就是没有头绪

What now I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out

现在是怎样,我只能等他结束等她结束 等她结束

What now Somebody tell me

现在是怎样? 谁来告诉我

What now

现在是怎样?

I don't know where to go

我不知道该去哪

I don't know what to feel

我不知道如何感受

I don't know how to cry

我不知道如何哭泣

I don't know ow ow why

我不知道 ow ow 为什么

I don't know where to go

我不知道该去哪

I don't know what to feel

我不知道如何感受

I don't know how to cry

我不知道如何哭泣

I don't know ow ow why

我不知道 ow ow 为什么

I don't know where to go

我不知道该去哪

I don't know what to feel

我不知道如何感受

I don't know how to cry

我不知道如何哭泣

I don't know ow ow why

我不知道 ow ow 为什么

So what now

So 现在是怎样?